So, It's Wednesday night and we have been here 4 times since right before Christmas, 5 days this time, on only one floor this time (not including the Emergency Room), had 2 attending doctors, been consulted by 3 teams of doctors, been taken care of by 4 great nurses, 1 bad nurse, 1 that likes to fight with the doctors (he's the best one yet), and he is officially Allison's boyfriend :)
I was cranky the first couple of days...tired of playing the hospital game. I had to resolve in my own head and heart that some questions aren't answered...sometimes I win and sometimes I don't. All that really matters is that Allison comes first and I don't necessarily care about their game they make play. That would be the sit and wait, talk to them and then them, and then wait some more. You have to learn their language in order to play their game. I swear there should be a PND (Parent's Nursing Degree...I'm half-way there). I'm a good MOM and a smart one too!!!
Tomorrow...we should be reaching our goal of being at her normal feed rate for 24 hours and tolerating it. So no hiccups, problems, or complications till then means we go home tomorrow evening. Bottom line is...who knows where the bleeding in her stomach came from but it stopped. I have a theory and I think that all the gagging from the secretions contributed to it. I'm probably right, my instincts are usually right...the doctors thought it was a good theory. We are trying not to force the suctioning so much.
I am hoping now that she tolerates her feeds and we will go home to a couple more weeks of nursing care and Auntie Louanne, Daddy, Yaya and our own beds :)
I am feeling good about going home even though we don't necessarily have answers because if we have to come back we have support to do that and we have the nurse. I hope we have visitors soon after we come home!
Amy
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